Get it off your chest.

Say what you mean and mean what you say, otherwise, shut the fuck up!!! Actions speak so much louder than words. Don't feed me a whole ration of shit about how you love me and then treat me like shit. Don't tell me you have respect for me and then lie to my face. Don't tell me you are grow and then act like a child. Don't tell me you trust me then act like a stalker. Don't pretend to be anyone or anything other than what you really are. Words are just words until you prove otherwise and back them up!!! (see more)

Do you ever think of me? Do you understand that My life is changed forever. Do you wish you could turn back the hands of time. To where I could still have My innocence's. Where I was untouched by the hands that changed My life? I still don't understand why you let him hurt me. I keep asking god to give me the strength. To forgive you for just letting it happened. I was never a child. I was broke from that never got to be a kid. I learned really quick. That life wasn't the fairy tales. I watched in the movies. I was the main character in My own horror movie. All I want from you is to tell me. I didn't do anything wrong. You say I was. How in the hell was I wrong when a MAN. Raped me at 10 and he was 45. It's been 10 years and you still don't talk about it. I'm tired of having nightmares. I'm tired of you not stepping up and telling me why you. Left me with him. Even when I would chase after you in your car. You turned your back on me. Why Momma? (see more)

i can never talk to my mom about my issues...its judgment with her. so i just quite. i couldnt even talk about boys with her. sex was never in our discussions. now, i have had 2 pregnancy scares so far in my life. i wouldnt be able to keep the baby if i was. i would have had to give it up. cause the pressure of being this perfect little angel would still have to maintain itself.  (see more)

i confess that i still have "those" pictures of my ex. and i'm just waiting to use them. hahahahaha! muahahaha! evil laughhhhh! and and and i've had bettttter. =D (see more)