Why Are You Sad?

well, idk if my IBY friends know this...but my parents are divorced.
and, it's been like that since i was 4. i'm supposed to see my dad every other weekend, and he's usually supposed to call me a few times a week..
about 1 month ago, i called him myself, and we talked..
he said he loves me, and he said he misses me...
if he MISSED me, he should call me more. if he MISSED me, maybe he should talk to my mom about seeing me again like he used to.
has he done this yet?...no.
he's the parent in this relationship, and it's not my job to keep contact with him...and i'm hurt...and honestly, i dont like saying this about him...
but i hate him. (see more)

Its like my dad i never met him until i was 12 and he tries to take credit for everything i do and make it seems like he's the one who does everything when he wasn't it's just like my mom and him never get along and everytime the see eachother they start to fight like at my birthday he kissed another girl like right infront of my moms face and they got into a fight and they don't realize that they hurt me so much when they do that so i'm just saying i don't really know my dad and he yet still doesn't know me alot either but i luv my mom and my sister and grand mom and brothers and uncle for raising me but for wat i really know is that i luv my dad too and i always will but i just can't stand the way he acts. Making perveted jokes and stupid jokes and making it seem like he's the one who made me the way i am... but he didn't. I made me who i am today. Even though he says otherwise i only see him on mondays and i hate to see that come by but i know he's trying just to care so let that be (see more)