Dear Diary

Dear Diary,
So there is something that has been bugging me for the past week since I went on my date last Saturday. I brought along my best friends just so they can be there to hang out with each other, and I spent time with a guy named Joe. He seemed really sweet and nice. He payed for everything and was a gentleman. He held my hand while we watched a movie - it was Year One, by the way. That isn't the point though... The night was almost over, and he asked me if I was going to text me him after tonight and still have interest in him. Of course I said yes, and it was a good end to the night when he took me home. I try to contact him, and he is the one who isn't showing interest in me. I asked him if he didn't like him, he said that he did, and that was the last night I talked to him. He said he wanted to have a relationship with me, and I had to be stupid and believe him. Whatever. He randomly texted me last night asking me if I wanted to come over to his house. He was alone at home, and I already knew what (see more)

So last night I accidently called my ex boyfriend. Don't ask me why I still have my number, I just keep it just in case. Anyways. I was upset at it is, and he was hoping we could talk things out. We just ended up fighting. Same stuff he always tells me: I'm easy. I don't respect myself. I always want attention. That is just to name a few. He just upsets me, ugh. Then I got set up last night. I was going to go out on another date, but whatever. >:[ (see more)

Dear Diary:
so i had this crazy dream about my best friend that i've been avoiding because im noticing these crazy feelings for him...i'd rather not say his name because he's on this site lol and i had this cute dream of him and like i wanna tell him but i have a boyfriend already and its like idk if i wanna be with the best friend uugh and i see him everyday at school (summer school) aaagh idk wat too do.. ooh and the dream was wif me and the bestie just hanging nd making out nd stuff like dat lol (see more)

So i Finally Told Him Like You Sed and Well He Told Me Off!! He's Like How Since I Ignored Him And How I Really Acted Immature In Ways...Since I Didn't Tell Him And Because I Was Always On And Off With Him...He Would Always Ask Me If I Liked Him.. But I Would Always Deny It Because I Would Be Taken So Since I'm Not I Told Him And He's Like I'm Sometime-ish And I Want Him And Then I Don't Which Is A Lie...I've Always Wanted Him..But He's The Pretty Boy Type..And You Know...That's The Player Type..So ...But I Mean At least I Told Him!! (see more)