competition: Worst pain in the world....

i had an abscess in my throat the size of a softball from a trach and spinal fusion... 5 failed surgeries in attempts to repair it.. each surgery is extremely painful during its 3 week healing process.. after surgery i cant eat by mouth until it "heals" or opens up again.. which has been up to 4 months. eating by a peg tube is harder than you'd think... lets just say its never healed which is why i have that big huge scar/wound on my neck.. the 6 total surgeries ive had and the pain meds that followed by IV and by mouth also has led to an addiction pain meds whch sucks when you go through withdrawals... but the abscess? worse. pain. ever.